why I set up this webpage.

I think as a younger, self-development and suitable job are more  important than high salary.I just graduate this year, and I find my current job can't bring me any achievability,even the salary is very bad.
   I find as a foreign trade sales is my ideal job.althouth my major is nothing relate to English nor foreign trade.
but with dream and passion I think I can overcome any difficulties.
     If we always note the money and less care self-development,several year's later
just imagine:
at that time ... you are older, have you own achievement and well paid by you hard work, but the current is not you ideal job,what's your choice? ...jump into a completely new industry?...with the time accumulation,you will find you have much things to worry about------ not only you have parents to bring up but also have wife and kid.......and all work things are new for you, you have to struggle with the younger who just fresh out of college,can you withstand the pression?...let alone the time limit...if you still have the cheerful and energetic throughout the new trip?.........I don't know.
    so,I have to resign my current job,go and to be a foreign trade sales .I don't know when...but it's will happen soon.
    so,I have to answer to my parents,"sorry,you know...how much I want give my first salary to you to thanks  you to raise me up...how much I want to give you all my deposit to you...but now...for many reasons...I am completely a poor man............you know I less ask for money since I was a students,I have to raise up myself....er....don't worry when the Spring Festival coming I will buy a lot of gifts to you and the close relatives"if you ask why I don't have deposit?......oh,my answer is "no, I have deposit! I just want ues it to find a ideal job,I don't like current one"....I am sure you don't blame me
    er...a answer to myself, "come on, kavy...I have already so kind to you! you bad guy! most things you ask for it by yourself.......you have to responsibility for all things you do and think...don't say sorry to youself"
    should I give a answer to the people take care of me, "...er...thank you. you are so kind..."